My Everything

Hearts broken, my tears are fallin.
Love torn way out of my grasp, just out of reach.
But I have no right to preach...
Hurt in our eyes as we look to the sky.
I was the fool who should have been honest from the start...
Knowing that I left my mark on your heart...
Its unbearable to hear you speak the words...
"He's better for you, go to him and love him."
It down right tears me appeart...
You had shown me love and kindness and care.
Even when there was no one else there.
I never should have been here.
I let you down and hurt you.
I broke your heart when you deserved so much more.
I regret nothing that I've done with you.
What I regret is hurtting you.
Nothing will be the same...
And I'm the one to blame...
Hurting you was the last thing I wanted...
I loved you with all my heart and I still do..
Whether you believe it or not, I dont care...
Remembering how we met and how we would talk every night.
Remebering how you would make me feel ok when something was wrong.
Remembering the compassion and love you showed me...
Remebering how I with I could see the way you would have looked at me.
Remebering how I thought we were ment to be.
Remebering waking up with a smile on my face.
Remebering the sweet things you would say to me...
But there all gone now, just faint memories that I will alwasy cling too..
All because I made a mistake...
All because I messed up...
I dont blame you if you hate me.
I dont blame you if you never wanna talk again...
But know that every tear that falls from my face is for you.
I'm so sorry for the pain I've caused you.
Because you will always be...
My everything....